Hiii! I haven’t felt like blogging. I’m kinda drained…physically and emotionally. Just don’t feel like talkin much so here is a 10 second update…(that means you have to read it reaaal fast)

1. Started seeing my Psychiatrist again. My anxiety is at an all time high…

2. Started seeing a therapist. Love her and excited to see what changes it will bring to my life.

3. Started “Mommy School” (as John calls it) again with Malachi. He loves to learn and sometimes I love teaching…mostly just love doing arts and crafts

4. Started Day 1 of 30 Day Shred w/Jillian Michaels tonight. 

5. Tired of summer…ready for fall. 

6. Had my 6 week check-up today. It was pretty tough…

7. I feel like I’m crying less, but getting more and more grouchy. Still angry and missing my little boy like crazy. 

8. Trying to be hopeful for what the future might hold for my family, but terrified of ever getting pregnant again. Wish John could do it this time!

9. Turning 28 this thursday and just missed my 10 year reunion last Sat…feeling a bit old, but apparently still looking 22…how does that work? !

10. Excited for some fun celebrating with friends and family this weekend.

What’s your 10 second update?! Let’s communicate so I don’t feel so much like a fish in a tank that everyone is watching